Visiting the Finnish Lutheran Cemetery,
the small clapboard church leaning wearily toward
the empty highway, my cousin reminds me
grow restless in the evening, walking and conversing,
as if not yet settled on this idea of being dead.
"But," she reminds me, by way of disclaimer,
"they have been known to partake in the whiskey."
Everyone has a ghost story around here:
restless ghosts walking the creaking staircase all night,
opening the heavy doors and windows, shaking
the rusty box springs of the bed, or the mischievous one
who locked the unsuspecting dog in the car overnight,
and the stubborn one who followed the family when
the farmhouse burned to the blackened ground.
My ghosts, by contrast, are so reserved, hardly stirring
from their bodies of air, speaking only from the measured
silence of the page, leaving even the dust in its place.
I told you, dear friend, to visit as often as you like,
test your presence in this once-familiar world,
read the poems you wrote when still a teenager,
amused, I would imagine, by what seemed
so important to you then. Haunt me as you like, love.
Come close. Hover, the way you sometimes did
when I worked, if only to see if you are in the words
I have not yet begun to write or understand.