HAIRCUT

 

There was a time when you would

never have let her get this close,

a time when neither of you could be in

the same room for more than a moment.

Her touch was not of your concern,

her words no longer yours to decipher.

But you have no one else to ask

to help with this most ordinary of tasks;

so here you sit, pale and shirtless

in the porcelain chill of bathroom light

as she trims and snips, seemingly

at random, cautiously maneuvering

the electric trimmer across the contours

of your skull, rounding the arches

above your ears, stepping back to consider,

then moving closer, as a lover might

that moment just before a first kiss.

You will not speak of this as an intimacy.

You will manage a simple Thank you,

reaching quickly for the worn shirt

hanging haphazardly from the radiator,

as if suddenly realizing that you were late

for one appointment or another, or that

something you could not quite name

had startled you into movement.